Saturday, August 11, 2007

You'll go out in "style"

I find myself most comfortable lying on the floor
when I am sad I lock the door lay on my floor and cry

when I am sad I am the biggest hypocrite you will ever see
"I hate myself but I don't want to change"
basically many thing similar to that
but why am I more comfortable on my floor then with my family
I hide my real crazy self from them because they won't like them
I got more out spoken and they got mad and told me to stop
told me they liked the quiet listener better
maybe because I didn't tell them how self centered they all were
and how not everything I think about is you and your problems
they just don't comprehend they are not my main focus
crazy I know
Sorry I don't think of you ever hour of my life
but maybe if you were nicer and loved me like you should
I would respect you more
won't be too hard considering right now you have a big fat 0 in my book

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