well I have been really busy with school
so long time no write

people have been talking shit about my mom
my family
me
and it sucks
I saw the little shit spreading it
and I swear to god if my mom wasn't there I would lunge at him
what a jackass
did I mention that he is my dad's girlfriends son
yeah

I have been longing for love
more then usual that is
I just want
need
someone
so bad
but everyone my age is a pot smoking jerk
I hate it
but I WILL find someone
I hope